An important message from a loved one

I decided 2 weeks ago to have an honest and open conversation with one of my closest friends about all this. I don't know what reaction I expected but I was pleasantly surprised. She was easy going about it and we chatted a bit and moved on. It was an enormous relief and I felt free in a way that I don't think I ever have before. I so looked forward to our future conversations and not editing myself when something happens or something important comes through.

A lot has happened since then and since being a very dark place mentally, I've felt a shift. Not everything is roses in life right now but I feel better able to handle the waves of events coming at me.

I have to share something just for my own personal review for when the memory fades into something that feels like it might not have happened. I was having a personal conversation with a friend a few days ago and I noticed a man standing beside her. I noted his height and what he looked like. He seemed to have this expression of support and concern all in one. I didn't want to say anything to her at the time so we chatted and I went home.

That entire night, I felt his presence and the compulsion to say something to her so I decided that I would say something in a couple days when I see her again. Between that time frame, I kept seeing signs for fish frys and clubs. I tried to pass it off but it got persistent so I casually asked a friend what was the purpose of a fish fry and they explained it.

A few days later, I decided to mention what I saw to her and what I felt at the time and how it seemed relevant to sense his presence at that time. Her expression was telling and she began to well with emotion.  I explained that I didn't mean to upset her but then I felt this channeled message that I had to pass on of Why I felt and saw their presence at that time. She confirmed everything and though I didn't mention the fish fry reference, she actually brought it up first. It was a pleasant validation that gave me chills but I feel like she needed to know that she was being supported from the other side.

It was the first time I have ever passed a message or vision to someone close to me and it felt good. It felt good that it 'hopefully' gave her piece of mind and it was reassuring to myself that even though I don't intentionally try to connect with anyone, they still find a way in important times. I hope this helps creak the door open a bit so I have the courage to come out completely in this manner.