Cadence

 Today I shot a small apartment with a realtor, she brought her young daughter with her and seemed a little aloof and all over the place. I got the feeling that she was a little flustered with the days events and even though she was trying to give the impression that she had things well under control, she gave the opposite vibe. Besides that, I kept hearing a tune in my head that kept drawing my attention. Side note, I've been trying to pay attention to things that randomly pop up in my head that have no reason or trigger to be there. It is really interesting how much I overlook throughout the day because I'm caught up in my own routines.

Anyway, it was a cadence tune, a melody that military members chant when they're doing their morning PT. I only know this because my father is a veteran. It just popped in my head when she arrived and I found myself humming the chant. It is Way too awkward to ask a person I just met- hey, is there any chance you have a father or grandfather in spirit, they have a military connection and I'm hearing this tune? NOT ME. I knew someone was there for her and wanted to carry a message just to let them know that her current situation is only temporary and not to worry. I just can't be that person though to relay messages like that and I know it can be persistent but I do have to occasionally work with them, I don't want to scare them.

I mentioned in a previous post how when I brought up the subject, it really spooked my client and though I didn't mean to make it awkward, it was.

Back when I worked in retail- btw, never again- before I delved into or even thought about mediumship, I noticed some strange goings on while at work. I was really into psychology at the time so I was intrigued  by the way people think. I had to work around a lot of customers and was good at what I did, very knowledgeable But I noticed that while I would talk to people, I would hear random names repeat in my head. I had no clue what that was and mostly ignored it for a while. Then after a bit, it became more persistent. The names would be clear and repetitive for different people to the point where I would ask, do you know someone by the name of such and such? Sometimes they would say yes and sometimes no. I had no reference to go on, when they validated a name, it was usually followed by- yea but why do you ask? I had no answer so I would play it off as they looked like someone I knew. I mean, how else am I supposed to explain that. It was just an urge to say the name at the time so I tested it out.

I sometimes still get that but I typically ignore it because I really don't want to answer more questions and its just an odd thing to ask random people anyways. Most of the time, I'm so worried about how people will see me but at the same time, I really don't care. I'm caught in the middle in a sense, no idea why it matters and I think just keeping that thought in mind might actually help me in the long run.